The music video shoot became an experiment. That's as simply as I can put it. We operated under the refuse to win, murphy's law train of progress and I certainly hope we all played equal parts in the collective melt. As a young brie in the hot sun, we oozed at our sides, spreading ourself thin and in any and yet little direction. I wanted to use a different song. I wanted to use a song of an artist that would actually cooperate with us. I wanted a plan and thusly execution. I didn't get that. It's not always the result you predict in experimentation.